Dad and Mum

As the title said, the topic is Father and Mother.

My father, he got his stubborn and arrogant personality and always think he's right and his decision is good and perfect.

He doesn't try to think the worse outcome.

He's not a kind of a man who will help a woman to do stuff. 

He's not the kind of husband woman will look for.

He won't help with heavy stuff, he do not know how to do house work and he depends on woman on doing stuff for him.

My mum, she likes to control. She wants to know everything and make decisions for you. She'll give you freedom but the way she says it, it's like telling you if you're disobeying it, you'll get a worse ending.

She's very easily lose her temper to me and dad. I have no idea why.

She's always very patient with other people and my 2 brothers.

But she's always not that patient with me.

She'll always lose her temper around me and dad.

Saying all of that. It pissed me off for some reason.

I know... I always know. Parents raise us up and we should be grateful.

I am. I didn't say I don't, I'm just complaining.

I know they tried hard to raise us up. I know they need lots more patient and money to do so.

But... If they don't have the patient to withstand each other in the first place, why do they even start to get marry and want to make a new family.

Leaving it like now. A family that doesn't even seem to be a family. A family that doesn't eat together, share together, enjoy together, play together and most importantly communicate with each other.

It's broken into pieces. Nothing can be fixed. It even got worse when Yuki came in to the family. I'll make Yuki in another post. I'll continue with dad and mum.

But they do got their good sides of course. But maybe... For them it's too late to look in each others' good.

My father, he's knowledgeable. He cares for his family, in his own way... kind of.

My mum, she works hard in doing house work. She tries her best to communicate with all 3 of us ( my 2 brothers and I )

But maybe the important part is they love us.

I know all of that. But...

A Family That Doesn't Exist Like A Family Is Depressing.