2nd brother's birthday.

My mum planned his birthday celebration a week earlier. She talked abt it for a while now.

She told me, that K gor cannot celebrate on Thursday cause he's busy. So we'll celebrate on his actual birthday date, that is Friday.

My mum saud that she'll be late for her line dance party after the dinner.

- Usually, the 5 of us only eat dinner together when there's celebration of something.-

So I told her why not change to celebrate it on Saturday.
.... she told me cause she feels bad. That K gor have to pass his birthday only can celebrate.

She said she will feel bad.
Then did she ever thought how my 17th birthday went through. ?

I didn't even get to celebrate my birthday. There's no cake, no dinner. Heck. There's nothing except wishes.

If u think from the bright side, at least got wishes.

My friends all thought... " Heyyyyy,  she's the youngest and a girl too, bet she gets all the attention"

They don't know...
... my mum constantly talked abt ny brothers in front of me.
... my dad constantly saying how good their results are.
The 2 of them will always constantly remind me how far I am behind my brothers.
They always see them much much better than me.

Even if they don't sweep the hse. Even if they don't help out our parents to do stuff. Even if they don't iron their own clothes. 

And once I pointed out their bad sides, my mum protected them. Saying that they're working now. But what abt when their in sch.?! Did they do the same as me.??

I juz don't get it. How and why can she sees things so different towards different people.

Talkig to them, she always tries to be patient. She complaints them at me, even 发脾气 at me but never them. She always always aim me.

My dad's the worst. Everyday kacau kacauuuuuuuu kacauuuuuuuu.
Like u keep on freaking touching u. I swear I will call him molester 1 day. He likes to touch touch touch. Hit me for no reason. Repeat stuff n times juz cause he's bored. U bored then go work la.!!! U everyday at home boring when go work laaaa. !!

DAMMIT.