If I'm going out to eat.. It's usually with my mum or with the accompany of my mum. I never like going out to eat with my dad. 1st, he's annoying. 2nd, we have nothing to talk about. 3rd, it's awkward.
We only eat dinner together when there's somebody's birthday. And it's even MORE awkward. Because there's very less topic we could talk about. All the topic we've talked about are about their working and stuff like that. I could never joined in because I don't understand at all. At least there's mum, who I can actually chat something random things about.
Eating with my brothers give me stress. They eat super fast, and I'm slow. They'll have to wait for me if I don't hurry up. And to catch up, I'll have to eat super fast which will make me vomit. And there's nothing to chat about between us. NOTHING except for studies or results. OR SILENCE there. I don't think anyone could understand how SILENCE could be this loud.
Eating with my dad is even worse. I don't like eating with him. I don't know why. Just by looking at his face ticks me off. With his stupid annoying smile everytime he disturbed me and trying to be fun. THAT'S NOT FUN AT ALL. IT'S SUPER IRRITATING AND U DON'T KNOW WHEN TO STOP.
And today~ 2nd bro wanna treat dad to dinner eating western. Mum went out with friends as usual. Big bro trying to leave the house and join his friends as usual. Dad wanted me to join them. HELL NO. IT"S EVEN MORE SAD TO KNOW THAT EVEN IF WE WENT OUT TO EAT DINNER TOGETHER, WE GOT NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT.! THERE'S NOT EVEN A SINGLE TOPIC OTHER THAN MY STUDIES. FUCK.
That's why I rather stay at home and enjoy myself. But they don't get it. They never do. Of course they won't. They're not me, they don't think like me.
If I could... I would just go to my friends' house anytime I want like in anime[s]. This is why anime makes my day.
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