But I only remember the times where my 2nd bro will play imaginary games with me...
Or I'll watch both my brothers to play games. I like watching them play..
But somehow when I'm in primary school.
Everything just change.
I looked back to the old photo[s] from the photo albums...
We look so happy, so content with each other..
Their arms around me, protecting me.
Their hands holding mine, making sure I won't be lost.
But somehow everything change...
I was in bad relationship with my 2nd brother, and he became really scary and doesn't talk a lot and his temper is bad.
I was never really that close with my big brother, but he always look friendly but it's always like a stranger politeness.
Until now..
It's better than last time... much better actually..
I'm selfish.
I wanted a relationship with my brothers like any normal people do.
Can't change that now I guess..
But at least I know they care right.?
At least now 2nd bro will talk to me once in a while, big bro too.
Big bro buys stuff for me too,
there's pencil case in primary school, box of pen from singapore in secondary sch and he just bought me a bracelet and necklace...
Now that's my brothers...
Maybe if they chg one day, I'll probably not used to it.?
It's ok.
Both my brothers are kind and caring in their own way.
Big bro, last time he would occasionally tease me so that I won't feel left out. He buy me gifts.
2nd bro, helped me out when our parents were arguing so that I won't feel so afraid. He gave me a souvenir this year..
I love them both <3
I'm still glad that they're my brothers even though we're not normal and close.
Love you gor gor[s] <3
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