Saturday, 8 December 2012

Kingdom Hearts Stories ( part 2 )


358/2 days.
Xion : A body which contains some memories of Sora.
Roxas : Sora's Novody
Axel : Lea's Nobody.
Mickey : Undercover in Organization 13


Riku's also in Organization 13 as an undercover together with Mickey.
He met Xion...
I don't know the story between them, cause I can't get to watch this walkthrough.

They are Nobodies.
But they got a bond of friendship.
A strong friendship.
That always watch sunset and eat ice-cream together.


They are said to have no hearts.
But they can feel the happiness when they're with their friends.
They can feel the sadness when their friend are gone.
They'll miss their friend if they disappear.

But in the end...
Xion choosed to return back to Sora's memory and disappear by fighting Roxas and losing to him.
Roxas choosed to leave the Organization 13 in search for who he really is.

Next, Chain Of Memories
Sora, Donald and Goofy wanted to find Riku and the King, Mickey.
But they were lured by the few members of Organization 13.
Each floor Sora goes up, the more he forgets on his memories.
With the power of Namine's memory control.

Riku in the other hand...
is also in the Castle Oblivion...
Where he fights his own darkness with the help of King Mickey.

In the end,
Sora choose to be in a deep sleep to recover his past memories and forgets the current.
Riku choose to overcome his darkness by himself without Namine's help to erase his memories of the darkness.

Their quotes...

Riku: I'll make that darkness show me the way. 
Axel : If you had a dream, don't wait. ACT.

- Every heart is filled with light, but to find it, you must first venture through the darkness. To find light, find the dark. -







Kingdom Hearts Stories ( part 1 )


First off... Birth By Sleep, where everything begins.
In here, Aqua and Terra were put into a test to be the new Keyblade Master.
Aqua won the test easily while Terra lost because he wanted to be stronger so badly that darkness are formed in his heart.
Then... Terra went on a journey to the other world. Ventus went to chase after him and Aqua was given a mission on bringing back Ventus.


The 3 of them who were always together, the bonds between them slowly went wider. But they did not lose their faith to each other yet.


But in the end. Ventus went into a deep sleep in Castle Oblivion. Terra became a vessel for Xehanort and became evil, consumed by darkness. He and Aqua fought and Aqua won. But in order to save Terra from falling deeper into the realm of darkness. Aqua sacrifice her armor for Terra and sent Terra back to the normal world, while Aqua fell deeper and deeper into the realm of darkness.

That's the end of Birth By Sleep.

Next.... Kingdom Hearts.

They said that the Keyblade actually chooses Riku but because he went to open the gate of darkness... The Keyblade chooses Sora.
The 3 of them wanted to leave their small island to another world.
But then.. Riku opened the gate of darkness and everything went chaos.
Kairi was lost and so was Riku.
Sora was sent to another world unconsciously.
Donald and Goofy found the Keyblade user whose Sora.
And they went on a journey locking the worlds and finding Sora's 2 best friends, Kairi and Riku.
Donald and Goofy was helping Sora through the entire time.
They are his partner. and forever.

And here's their quotes :
Aqua: You'll always find your way back to each other. An unbreakable connection. 
Ventus: My friends are my power. And I'm theirs. 
TerraYou have to be strong. Strength of heart will carry you through the hardest of trials.


“Although my heart may be weak, it’s not alone. It’s grown with each new experience, and it’s found a home with all the friends I’ve made. I’ve become a part of their heart just as they’ve become a part of mine. And if they think of me now and then… If they don’t forget me… Then our hearts will be one. I don’t need a weapon. My friends are my power!” ~Sora~





Kingdom Hearts Series


Kingdom Hearts 1...
You wouldn't believe how freaking addicted I am to this game...
=o= I couldn't believe it myself.
This is the 1st series I'd play in Playstation 2.

The second was...

Kingdom Hearts 2...
And it's still freaking awesome...
I'm just gonna share all the pictures I found freaking cute, amazing and awesome.
Cause.. my Facebook is kinda...
COLD...
and no one is as addicted to these games like me..
So I'm just gonna spam here. x3

Since I don't have the system and devices to play other series that is connected to Kingdom Hearts : 


Birth by Sleep, before where everything starts.
The players you can control are Terra, Ventus and Aqua.
I had to watch the walkthrough since I can't play it. 
=.....=

Next, would be Chain Of Memories.

The same thing, I watch the walkthrough...
Sad case for me... haizzz...
There's 2 version in this game, 1st you play as Sora then you continue the story by play as Riku.


Then, the saddest death... 358/2 days.
Where Xion died.
I don't know how the walkthrough goes cause I did not watch it... Cause in youtube.. It's freaking small.. =o= haizzzz... Unable to watch it..
Arghhh

Then I tried to watch Re coded... but then...
I don't like how the game system plays...
So yeahhh.. I skipped it..
=o=

Last but not least, the lastest series of Kingdom Hearts :

Kingdom Hearts 3D~ Dream Drop Distance.!
It's kinda nice though.. Now a bit clear about their story lines...
Those youtube comment-ors are awesome. xD
They comment funny, cute, epic, and understanding comments... but some are just plain rude. x3
This game you can play as Sora and Riku.
They change character once your "drop" is empty.
So it may be confusing for some people but I find it super interesting. 
x3 This story contains mainly about Riku and Sora's Best Friend Relationship. 
Youtubers say : BROMANCE.
hahahahaha~ 


THE END of Kingdom Hearts' series for now.

I think the story line goes like this :

Birth by Sleep
Kingdom Hearts 1
358/2 days together with Chain Of Memories
Kingdom Hearts 2
Kingdom Heart Re coded
Kingdom Hearts 3D


Enjoy this game. Cause it teaches us lots of lesson there. <3






Friday, 7 December 2012

Invisible Thoughts


So... Here I am again gonna emo about my stuff.


I mentioned before that I have 2 elder brothers. They had a very good results in studies and they are not a bad person. Both of them got different personalities for sure. 

My eldest brother, he's kind. How should I say... not kind but in a way, it's more like, anyone who met him will instantly feel that he's a quiet, obedient boy. He's not a really guy who makes the 1st step. He's more to a shy type. And in his own world, he keeps it himself and show nothing, but his aura gave out something that's not cold but warm... But even though it's warm. It's very far away to reach that warmth of his. We never really chat nor talk nor I look him in the eye.

My 2nd brother, he's a loner, you can say. Last time, he always seems to be in a bad mood. With no emotions in his face but his aura, you could feel coldness. " Do Not Mess With Me " It's like saying that. Opposite from my eldest brother. And in his own technologies world, he also keeps it to himself. It's hard to get close to him with a relationship like mine. Since for long, didn't really chat or talk to him or even look at him in the eye too.


Both of them are smart in their studies since young. Both of them got good results since young. Both of them always get praise being smart to be in the 1st class.
Both of them work hard to achieve what they seemed to achieve now.

Both of them are smart. But in a different way.It's complicated, but it's very easy to tell apart their smartness in my position.

The three of us went to the same primary school. They always get 1st class but I'm always 2nd. Both of them got seriously amazing results for normal student like us. It's not like they are born smart, but they work hard to get that. I know.

So, there's once. My cousin that is married and had a son, was wondering to put his son in which school. They wanted to put him in our ( my brothers and I's primary school ). And he gave a reason like this : " You see dear, (talking to his wife), Aunty sent both of them to that primary school. The eldest went to private school, the other went to government school, but still they end up having the same perfect results. And they're a good boy too. "  

So yeah... I'm left out. Since I was never smart in my studies nor I was enough hard working as them. I can't complain nor I got the rights to complain. 
But here I am here... Telling stuff and all.

Still.... It hurts whenever I get to be compared even though they didn't mean it.
It still hurts to think that I'll never be anywhere close enough with my brothers.
It still hurts to know that we'll never be the same as before.
It still hurts... even though they say time can heal everything.

And how exactly can time heal me.? It's already been like what.? 10 years.?
What I get.? Flashbacks and memories and heartaches...



Monday, 19 November 2012

Yuki


My pet dog, Yuki. Female. Bought this year. Age unknown.

It's a very big mistake of taking in Yuki.

1) My mum doesn't like it
2) A broken family isn't suitable for pets.
3) The place the dog is living is near my 2nd bro's room.

3 most most most important stuff.

I pity Yuki.

She always gets scold for no reason and sometimes there is reasons.

She barks a lot at night, so many neighbours complain about it. My 2nd bro hate it the most because his room is near to the dog which disturb him sleeping. My mum hates it too because she don't like to be disturb when sleep. Well, no one does.

There's some time when Yuki kept jumping over or crawling over the fence and bite the clothes and shoes and slippers. 
My mum was pissed off.

And now... 
My mum would just scold her. Scold scold scold. 
My dad would hit her to teach her.  Hit hit hit.

But then randomly, they would be nice to her.
My mum would call Yuki cutely when she is in good mood.
My dad would always play with Yuki.


Both of them are weird. Their changing attitude and personality make me uneasy cause I don't know when I can let loose myself.

Until now... Whenever I'm home. I'm depress all the way.
Unlike the trip to China even though it's unsuccessful.
I had fun with Jacky and Charmian.
They are really fun.
I miss that time.....

Dad and Mum


As the title said, the topic is Father and Mother.


My father, he got his stubborn and arrogant personality and always think he's right and his decision is good and perfect.
He doesn't try to think the worse outcome.
He's not a kind of a man who will help a woman to do stuff. 
He's not the kind of husband woman will look for.
He won't help with heavy stuff, he do not know how to do house work and he depends on woman on doing stuff for him.

My mum, she likes to control. She wants to know everything and make decisions for you. She'll give you freedom but the way she says it, it's like telling you if you're disobeying it, you'll get a worse ending.
She's very easily lose her temper to me and dad. I have no idea why.
She's always very patient with other people and my 2 brothers.
But she's always not that patient with me.
She'll always lose her temper around me and dad.


Saying all of that. It pissed me off for some reason.
I know... I always know. Parents raise us up and we should be grateful.
I am. I didn't say I don't, I'm just complaining.
I know they tried hard to raise us up. I know they need lots more patient and money to do so.
But... If they don't have the patient to withstand each other in the first place, why do they even start to get marry and want to make a new family.

Leaving it like now. A family that doesn't even seem to be a family. A family that doesn't eat together, share together, enjoy together, play together and most importantly communicate with each other.
It's broken into pieces. Nothing can be fixed. It even got worse when Yuki came in to the family. I'll make Yuki in another post. I'll continue with dad and mum.

But they do got their good sides of course. But maybe... For them it's too late to look in each others' good.

My father, he's knowledgeable. He cares for his family, in his own way... kind of.

My mum, she works hard in doing house work. She tries her best to communicate with all 3 of us ( my 2 brothers and I )

But maybe the important part is they love us.

I know all of that. But...

A Family That Doesn't Exist Like A Family Is Depressing.

Wednesday, 31 October 2012

Finished exam.

I didn't feel happy nor excited at all.

All I felt was emptiness.

I don't know why.

I hate this side of me.

I want the happy me back.

This reminds me when I was younger...
When I cared for no one but my only best friend in my primary sch.
I hated everyone else who are closer to me.
I only liked my best friend.

But as I've wrote. Our relationship parted in a really stupid way.

I'm going back to who I used to be.
Not caring what will happen...
I don't want that.