Saturday 2 August 2014

Frenemies or Foe.?

I know that meeting someone in our life is not that easy. And we should appreciate whoever we met in this life. But this is freaking tiring, I mean come on. My whole life is already involve with something dramatic, friends', family's and now you. I don't want my life to be dramatic anymore, I'm trying to tune down slowly but you.... -.- urghhhh .

But if it's dramatically fun sure, why not. But Nooooooooo. I'm tired of looking fine and OK with whatever words and tantrum you throw at me. Whatever insults or whatever stuff u want to say to my face. I'm sick and tired of u constantly adding and block and delete and adding back again in my stupid dang Facebook account. If you don't like me, stay away. If you want to be friends with me, don't be such a dickhead. ( yes, dickhead, or what u want, douchebag.? )

I've never been so angry towards a friend before, I guess you're exceptional. DANG IT. I'm so pissed you son of a...

When U're up to it , U  try to come near and hv fun, trying to strike up conversations with me, play games with me and even share anime stuff with me. But when U're not up to it, U just sit there being sarcastic and Moody and don't bother me at all.

Like what the fug do u want from me. Sure I give u that face before that you confessed on you FB page and even tagged. Sure, complain, whatever. DUDE. It's just that one time, AND I didn't do anything else except making a damn face. WHAT THE HECK. I don't want u to follow us out, but that doesn't mean u get to be hot and cold to me in the entire time. I mean. It's just that one time. I didn't even scold u before u son of a.... I was patient. I didn't even act like Mango and Starfruit. U take me for granted. So u motherfu... just die.
 
Okay. so that's the pissed off passage I got for you for now.. last time I message you that revenge messange is below here. 

" So… You decided to tag me in that status and as usual insulting me. And then you blocked me. Well, what a good move you got there… You only know how to complain, but did you actually looked at what you did to make this happen .? THEN, do you know why I dislike you.? YOU insult me ALL the time. YOU don’t even care HOW I felt. BUT , I still smile and take it as a joke. I PUT UP WITH YOU. And WHAT did you do.? YOU continue your insults, acting as if you did nothing wrong. So what if you think your insults are just joking.? WHEN I slightly insult you, YOU feel angry. SO, I stopped my insults on you. BUT what did you do.? YOU continue insult and insult and insult. EVEN in my exam results. THAT”S NOT EVEN RIGHT. You insulted almost everything you could in me. NOT only that, every time I tried to talk. YOU like to intercept and cut my lines. And that always made me forget what I wanted to say. THEN you laughed at my memory. YOU think you’re the only one who suffered.? YOU think you’re the only who’s hurt.?! You insulted me the whole freaking time when you got the chances to. I received your freaking insults with a smile.! DID you know how hard it is to put a smile when you’re upset.?! You think you did nothing wrong and have every right to say me. Then please think twice.! Who’d you think pull you into the group of friends.? You met me 1st in form 1. I befriended you. Form 2, you came into our group, Teng wei they all. I’d always counted you in the group. BUT , Just because of the outing incident, you think I’m all bad. I only wanted our outing to be with my closest friend.! NOT a friend who insults me all the time. IF I really don’t think of you as a friend at all, I won’t even care to bother you. And I definitely would not accept your insults with JUST a smiley face. You’d really think I don’t feel a thing with all your insults.?! How much do you think a person will take if they get insulted so many times.?! I DIDN”T EVEN scolded you before for insulting me.! I PUT UP WITH YOU. And what did you do.? YOU COMPLAIN little things.! IF I really don’t think of you as a friend. I won’t have wished you HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I REMEMBERED YOUR B”DAY. When you didn’t even wished me when it’s mine.! Because I know how it feels like to have people to forget birthdays. I wished you even when you did not put the notice in fb like everyone else. I remembered your freaking birthday. “对一个人好10次坏1次,结论你是坏的.” THANK YOU SO MUCH for teaching me this. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. From head to toe from the soul you ripped apart. I say, I say, "Thank you." And it’s freaking stupid to block me. "


HAHAHAHAHAHA. wow, So bitchy right there.

Okay. Now anger's done. I'm trying to see from your point of view. The way you treat me, why you do it like that. 

So maybe You're not that good in making friends. heck, u're not good at making conversations. But I still don't get it. Is the only way for u to have a conservation is insulting me.

Maybe it's you style or whatever. So, *sigh* seriously, this is the first time when i try to stand on the opposite stands' point of view. i can't see anything that can argue back my statement.