Monday 18 March 2013

Crush

So~ My friends... All tease me about the guys that MAYBE liked me or some which confessed to me before...

But... every time after that teasing... I'll think of the one that I once like. Had a crush on him for like 3 years, until standard 6 only confessed to him.
Hahahaha.. Got reject though...

Karma.? Maybe.? Cause before that... Turned down lots of confession from other boys. Haaa... It's last year already, not surprised.

Now, it's either I want to find someone to be with me to ease the loneliness or... I'd really fallen for him. hahahaha.. Afraid though... To find out which is which.. Scared to be hurt like last time... Seriously.. afraid to be reject again.. That feeling... It hurts.... Really really hurts...

So... For now... I'll just live my life... without any relationships... If he, would approached me again. Maybe this time, I'll try, to be with him.

But life isn't a fairy tale. Nothing like that from my imagination will come true even how much one prays it to come true.

So... Face the reality and live my life. Forget those us teenagers shouldn't worry about and get on with our lives.



What have I done?
I wish I could run away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep makin' a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?
To get it right
Can I start again?
With my faith shaken, 'cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep makin' a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?
So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
I'll send out a wish and I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Oh, my best intentions keep makin' a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take to get it right?
To get it right

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