Songs

Did you find songs that is able to touch deep down in your heart.?

Songs that make you express what has been buried for a long time... 

I've lost something that was once by my side... It's not long ago, just 1 month plus back. Even though the time we spent is not that long. But it's the first time I've experience on something. So it's kinda hard for me when that something is no longer by my side...

I did cry when I lost that something, but it was only for awhile. I forced myself to smile whenever someone was trying to know how I feel or someone was trying to look at my expression... I don't know why I fake a smile, but that was something that came first in my mind. 

After that day, I don't really think anyone noticed any changes I got... I, myself was impressed by myself cause no one noticed at all... But at the same time, no one did noticed, and that's sad... Can't blame that, I don't want anyone to know anyway.

Every time, I would just assume that something is there and look at that something, but I noticed that something won't be there anymore... And my heart will just feel lonely and nothing more.

That's why I love musics, songs... That makes my feelings flow normally... I don't have to hide, don't have to pretend...