Money~ $$

xD Okay. First of all, this post has nothing related to today's event...

I actually wrote this on the in the note of my phone so that I won't forget what I wanna express. heehee.. so don't be so sensitive ya.. too much drama going on edi. x)

OKAY~ So... Expenses...

I think my parents kinda want me to buy something for myself. I dunno if they feel bad or what.. I dunno.. but the feeling they gave me was that.

Most of my clothes are secondhand, a hand down clothes. I don't mind though. xD Cause I mean. It's free and it's nice... Necklaces, rings pants, shirts, skirts, shoes... Most also hand-me-down stuff. Which I find it kinda awesome cause... I dunno. I just feel awesome about it.. hahahahaha...

Whenever my birthday I never really ask for stuff nor money. Just have dinner with family.

Then, i got kinda good results in spm. So dad wanted to give me a reward. But automatically I said no need. I said take it as a payback for Fuyu-kun. x) heehee.. omg. I sound so business like. pffft.

Then, since college start in January. I've been using my own money to buy books and food and touch-n-go card and all.. Until dunno semester 2 start, my mum only give me allowance.. I was like.. O.O Why suddenly give me money.? Then she replied awkwardly and say allowance. I didn't ask further cause knew her for so long when she give u that face and tone. U shouldn't ask any more.

And like today... She asked me why didn't buy the clothes... OwO It cost like RM 39. and my friends didn't buy too.. what for i buy. hahahaha.. My way of thinking is kinda weird so yeaaaa... I mean... I already got a lot of clothes.. if it doesn't mean anything, why should i buy it.?

I'm actually trying to save up my money... but also not turn into those type of people who are stingy. I tried. If I fail, I'm so sorry~~~

Cause I know sooner or later this family wouldn't be together. So yeap. Save money, buy house for mum and I. Muahahahahaha... Survival mode on..

But even if I'm saving money. I wanna learn to be like my mum. Not rich, not above average. But still can spend wisely and treat friends.